2.10.19

Oct 2, 2019

It is the first day I have the guts to ask you out
Even though anonymously
I think I'm going back to 3 years ago
I've never been this aggressive since Greg

I put a sticky note on your scooter
Saying "Would you like to have coffee with me?"
And left no name but a phone number

I waited till 7.30 and got no response
But then again, who will text someone who asked you out like that?

I don't want to come out creepy
I have no idea of what to do

Our paths just don't cross

And I don't think you will make the first move

I have to accept the fact that it will be a hard quest

Not impossible, just hard

Seems like the universe doesn't like my moves
Nothing seems to work out, no matter how I paved my way to you

16.9.19

I was in a contrary
I want to show you the best version of me
But you won't see

Yet you caught me on my worst

I don't know how to tell you
I don't even know how to start talking to you

I'm calling the universe
See if it has any plans in making our path cross
I wish we can converse
Without have to make any loss

11.9.19

I really hate days when I just spend a little time in the office
I need to see you and your deadly gorgeous face a lot more
Please, let's grab a coffee
Tell me your stories
Anything

91019

September 9, 2019

Today you cut his hair
You look too damned fine
I don't think you can look more gorgeous than you already are
Too bad as per today I have no available reasons to sit on the other side of table so I can look at you anytime I want

I find that your face is addictive
Your smile is deadly
And I just realized you have this slight thin facial hair

I even smile endlessly while typing this
Do you realize that I was looking at you the whole time?
Or I always manage to fill my bottle so I can walk to the dispenser behind your desk

I'm getting impatient
Can we talk?
Can I know you a lot more?
Can I take you to a great coffee shop nearby?
Or even far away from here, wherever you wish

I'm dying to know you further..

29.8.19

Brown Gold Eyes

Can you give me your name?
I want to know how is it called
A brown gold eyes that can't be tamed
No need a full one, just the short
Please hurry up before I go.. bald

Sit and staring
All days longing
I didn't mean to, but I can't help it
(I was craving for you to look back, but I think it's better that you..)

Don't look at me
I might melt
But I can't never stop looking at you

Don't look at me
I could get a heartattack
Your eyes are the one to blame, a brown gold eyes that can't be tamed.